music is not romance, blood is

why is it so crowded
why can i hear everything
even drops of my tear sounds like millions of drums banged together

haven't i heard enough noise?
do you want me too bleed
do you care if i do?

you said you love me
you said you'll never hurt me

then everything you do hurts more than anything i've ever felt

you said you'll color the sky with your love
well the sky is still a blank page, i guess you dont have anything to paint with

i remember everything you said to me
i can still listen to you in my head

now will you listen to me?

did you know that i cried so much that my eyes hurts
it burns
deep to my heart
now fire is water to me

i curse the day we were together
i curse the day you were born
i curse the day i met you
i curse the day i liked you
i curse the day i wanted you

but those were the day that the earth actually rotate
the day my heart starts pumping

you gave me life
but you took it all away
i still love you
baby, i do