you're hot cause you burn my heart to dust

damn the radio
im loosing control
he said he love me, he's not lying
but does he know how to love

i would rather be alone than to be loved like this
oh god can you hear my melody
i'm not religious. no
but they say you'll love me more than he does

can you see?
i colored my nails black
im not emo
im just proving how these nails are brighter than our love

you don't want to be apart
you don't want to stand without me
but you stab me and watched me bleed

you see those stars? i dont
i guess they dont shine anymore
they say its the air
but i know its you
you suck the light out of everything dont you?

im far from heaven
the angels wont even see my face
they hate me
im not a great person
i dont live the way people should

you kill the heaven out of me
you give horror to hell
and you smile

im left alone in shadows
im trembling
im cursing and laughing
then i cried

every time i laugh
i cry alone after

dont tell me you love me if you dont
dont lie to me
dont.
just stop right there.
i'll be waiting.
i promise.




i love you.