how are you my dear?

after all you did to me
to be honest
i truly forgive you

because every little thing you do
every little sound you make
every single word you say
make me love you

and every big mistake you make
is erased by the fact that im so in love with you

your every smile
the way your eyes are closed every time you laugh
the way you stare at me with passion
and the way you say je t'aime
clears my polluted head

your laugh
your funny voice
and your cute gesture
makes breathing so easy

you make me able to sleep at night
and you're the reason i wake up in the morning

you help me survive through the hot bright sun
and you illuminate for me so i can see my path through the dim moon light at night

you.
you were mine.
then you went away.
far away.

knowing that i cant catch you
knowing that you're not mine
hurts me deeply

but knowing that you're happy
knowing that you're loving and being loved
gives me a glance of happiness and envy

i despair of ever having you again
i abandon my self from hope
im worthless now, despicable

oh ever did you know, you were my value
my other half
my meaning
a cliche to my story
a climax to my fairytale

forgive me for being too dramatic

but im a little idea unprovoked
a little drama that have yet to be played
a miracle that turns into a myth
a light that's dimmed by heart break

call me a liar
but i wont tell you the truth
if telling the truth would only drag you to my black hole
so let me lie once again,

im fine, thank you